After considerable humming and hawing, and "googling" for
the correct sucky words, I finally emailed the decline
letter to Lady X @ R. It wasn`t an easy letter to write but
I feel better having said what I needed to say.
Haha- this just in: Lady X called me to discuss my letter.
She has agreed to alter the hours if thats what it takes
for me to accept. We discussed it at length as I wanted to
make sure she is 100% OK with this and doesn`t think I am
forcing her into something she`s not comfortable with. I am
now slated to start next week.
I should be happy but I just can`t drum up any enthusiasm.
Sometimes you can't shake a bad feeling.
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